well... the guy i wrote my last journal "WHAT AN ASSHOLE" about has politely asked me to take that journal off my DA. well... i'll do it the lazy way and just make a new journal so the other doesn't show on my main page. but... even though i didn't use a name he got all angry and stuff and i guess.. YES HARD FEELINGS cause he never answered that text...although mabey if he's angry at me it'll make it easier on him to stop thinking about me. for his sake i hope so. ugh...

yeah sooooo... for anyone curious to how i am... i got pushed into a frigging lake by a 12 year old claiming to be a 7 year old because she's "just a little girl!" so "can't you just let it go!?!" and "HELP THEY'RE KIDNAPPING ME!!!" aaaaaaah man. people can be quite annoying sometimes. yeah so... she whispers to my friend Jess "hey you should push her in" because i was sitting on the edge of a dock on the railing easily a 5 to 7 foot drop... mabey 8 with sharp rocks at the bottom...ouch. she replies no and the girl pushes me in...so me being one to NOT take things like this lightly i immediately stand up look at her and cry OH NO YOU FUCKING BITCH!!! and charge angrily after... every intention locked on grabbing her and throwing her off the dock into the lake. after i catch up with her (wow was she slow i caught up with her and i was all waterlogged) and i had to stop and calm down cause if i were to do that and she got hurt WOW i don't want that. (even though i did) so then i discover that my love of my life the little black MP3 player i had that i loved to pieces had been MURDERED!!! watered and fried.... poor thing. sooooooo now i'm pissed again the kid owed me 30 to 40 bucks for this thing. so me, nox, and jess are trying to get the kid's name and phone number so we can talk to her mom and get me the cash she owed me and to tell on her for pushing me... (how much you wanna bet she turns into one of those people who end up pushing people in front of trains for fun? hahahaha)and she won't couoporate... so her friend (at least SHE had a brain) decides to help us out and take us to her house... nox and i are walking in front of her because she's got a bike and we don't want her to run away and jess is up infront with her friend (thank you chick) leading the way to her house. then the kid starts yelling HELP THEY'RE KIDNAPPING ME!!! HELP!!!! THEY'RE K I D N A P P I N G M E!!!!! KIDNAPPING!!!! and this guy and his little girl stop to see what's the commotion. he's trying to pursuade her to just give us her mom's number but she texted her mom to come get her and her mom finally comes and we talk to her and the girl's trying to blaim us for picking on her and "now i'm afraid to go outside because people are gonna pick on me and threaten to hurt me!!!!!!! -cries-"...agh... man i hate little kids... at least the mom was pretty fair... turns out she was the mom of a kid i went to elementary school with... man... but... i only get 20 bucks my MP3. but better than nothing right? man... what a day. i SO would have taken throwing that kid into the lake rather than 20 bucks. or to just punch her in the face.... (ok mabey not that much but you know... )yeah... so MP3 i love you and i'll miss you... go on now... to MP3 heaven... -sniff- with all the others i've lost... -cries- I'LL MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!

yeah.. and Rem... I love ya man! Your the best guy ever created... the very image of perfection and you don't even know it.